Recollections of Pre-Start and Start Course of

YWS

2004.10.03

That is my pure reminiscence, not previous life regression.

A. Pre-Start Reminiscence:

Earlier than being one-time embodied on this life, I started getting ready within the religious realm to descend into the human realm under. This reminiscence has all the time been steady, by no means interrupted or forgotten. In different phrases: the next is a reminiscence, not a recollection.

Earlier than the embodiment, the world I lived in was far bigger than this materials actuality. The area appeared infinite, and there was no time. There was no day or evening, no mild or darkness; it was related to all existence. I might simply journey to any nook of "existence", and I liked touring, having visited about 99% of every kind of unusual worlds.

I didn't have a hard and fast look, however I typically took the shape of a kid. Most of these round me additionally appeared as kids (by human requirements). There was no age or growing older. When touring, my type would typically change.

At some point, I made a decision to take a single journey to the fabric realm for a selected "small expertise" as a one-time customer.

That materials world is the smallest and darkest of all worlds.

First, this small plan was designed with the assistance of my pals and a mentor. Then it was totally as much as me to make the ultimate choice. However even after making the plan, I hesitated for some time. Seeing how folks within the materials world lived "a bit powerful", I wavered. I then tried to calculate the length of this struggling. Nonetheless, in my world, there was no time, so there was no clear strategy to calculate.

In the long run, I roughly calculated utilizing Earth's sense of time: roughly 70 to 80 years within the human world felt like about 7 or 8 days the place I used to be – much like experiencing every week in jail. Hmm, like a journey present the place you expertise every week in jail, I believed, such a brief hardship ought to be bearable.

With that thought, I made up my thoughts.

Then, I reviewed the incarnation plan once more, balancing the professionals and cons of how lengthy I’d keep, setting the length of this "life" as a parameter within the plan. Then, I started the incarnation course of.

B. The Embodiment Course of:

From the world above, I noticed the world under (the fabric realm): it was small, darkish, and hard.

I selected a human feminine on Earth to be my organic mom to make a bodily physique for me.

I needed to shrink myself 1000’s of occasions smaller to fly down into the womb of my future mom.

Earlier than getting into, I had a small concern: wouldn’t it be slender, darkish, and suffocating inside? Might I deal with it?

Upon getting into, I spotted it wasn't like that. Inside, it felt spacious. Wanting up, there was a vivid pink mild (which I later realized people name the guts), and I felt way more relaxed.

After that, I spent solely a small period of time within the womb, spending most of my time returning to my home-world and taking part in with my pals.

About three months earlier than body-birth, I started to enter the womb extra continuously.

About an hour earlier than start, I formally settled into the womb, getting ready to be born. By then, my mom was already within the hospital.

C. The Physique-Start Course of:

Throughout body-birth, from contained in the womb, I couldn’t solely see the within of my mom’s physique but in addition outdoors her physique, within the hospital supply room. I might see the whole lot in 360 levels (I later realized people name this "religious imaginative and prescient", whereas it’s regular imaginative and prescient within the free world).

There have been many individuals within the supply room. I first noticed many human-like figures with blurred faces surrounding my mom's mattress. Then I noticed 5 very clear faces, near my mom, helping with the start. Two of them gave the impression to be the principle ones serving to, like docs. Three of them gave the impression to be assistants, like nurses. Round them, there have been about 20 to 30 folks, forming a circle, observing. They appeared as grey human figures with unclear faces.

The start canal (which I later realized known as the womb canal) felt very lengthy, and it took a very long time for me to succeed in the tip, then I used to be lastly born.

D. The Course of After Physique-Start:

After popping out of the womb, I used to be positioned on a mattress. I felt that I had a physique, however this physique couldn’t transfer (I later realized that this small mechanical physique might transfer by itself, however my soul consciousness didn’t but know how you can actively management it).

I attempted with all my consciousness to drive this physique, however I couldn’t. It felt like I had energy however couldn’t use it, which was very irritating.

After many makes an attempt, my consciousness grew drained and withdrew from the physique, returning to my home-world for relaxation (I later realized people name this "sleeping").

After relaxation, my consciousness re-entered the physique and tried once more to regulate it, however irrespective of how arduous I attempted, I couldn’t. I used to be so pissed off, inwardly screaming.

After exhausting my consciousness once more, I withdrew from the physique and returned to my home-world for relaxation.

This cycle repeated for a number of days. I started to sense and accumulate expertise, steadily understanding that my soul consciousness hadn’t exactly merged with my physique. The soul and physique have been disconnected, which was why I couldn’t use my energy.

I calmed down, stopped being anxious, and used my consciousness to really feel the physique’s existence and form. I then slowly prolonged my consciousness into the physique’s extremities, from the core to the limbs, after which to the palms and ft.

I believed: if I can prolong my consciousness to the fingertips and toes, that it ought to imply I’ve exactly merged with the entire physique. Then I ought to attempt to transfer the smallest half, which is the fingers—it ought to be the best to maneuver, and it’ll confirm the precision of the merge, proper?

So I started to experiment: I concentrated all my consciousness on my fingers, exactly merging my consciousness with my fingers, and commenced to maneuver the primary finger. It appeared the best one to maneuver was the appropriate index finger. Ah, it moved! I used to be overjoyed! The exact merging technique labored, and I might lastly transfer somewhat! My confidence grew.

Then I attempted transferring the second finger – the left index finger, and it moved too! Lastly, success! Progress was clean, and I withdrew from the physique once more to relaxation in my home-world, haha!

Within the following days, I practiced merging and transferring my toes.

Then I practiced transferring my palms, then my ft.

Then got here my legs and arms, and at last my torso. My soul consciousness more and more merged with my physique extra exactly.

Because the merging of my consciousness and physique grew to become extra exact, I steadily might flip over the physique.

After that, I might slowly study body-control methods like crawling, static steadiness for standing, and dynamic steadiness for strolling.

By way of each day apply and accrued expertise, it took about two or three years (I later realized people name this two or three years outdated) to make the merging of my consciousness and physique finer and extra exact. The management and motion of the physique by my consciousness additionally grew to become extra exact. I might lastly use my energy successfully, haha!

After that, I continued to make minor changes and accumulate expertise. Daily, I repeated the cycle of merging and withdrawing. My soul consciousness might fully and exactly merge with and management my physique by round ten years outdated.

After the age of ten, the telepathic talents of my soul have been steadily compressed by my physique.

Earlier than I turned ten, I might see human grownup consciousnesses as clearly as watching a film, with scenes taking part in inside and round their heads—these have been their ideas.

Every time they lied, I might see it clearly. I ignored their lies and immediately communicated with their true consciousness, typically stunning them. Haha!

The reminiscences above are purely steady reminiscences, unrelated to my religious apply on this bodily life. These reminiscences have been steady from earlier than start and after start with out interruption until in the present day.

Later, I realized that this apply of "merging – withdrawing – merging – withdrawing" the soul from the physique, when reversed, is the method of the soul leaving the physique (= the technique of escaping incarnation), which people name "out-of-body" or "soul-withdrawing".

E. Verifying the Reminiscence:

After I grew up, I requested my organic mom about my bodily start. She informed me:

My bodily physique was born within the supply room of the Third Hospital in XX Metropolis.

Throughout labor, medical college students have been current for internship, so about 20 to 30 folks shaped a circle within the supply room. They left after watching the primary half of the start.

5 folks assisted within the supply. Two have been docs serving to with the start. The opposite three have been nurses.

My bodily physique had a tough start; my head was too massive (my organic mom had a small pelvis), and my physique couldn’t come out for a very long time. One physician initially tried to ship my child physique however failed. Later, they added a second physician, who used devices to suction my head. It took a very long time to suction my child physique out, and I had a big bump on my head (which shortly disappeared).

All these particulars have been confirmed by my mom, verifying that my start reminiscences have been 100% correct.

Curiously, whereas the tough body-birth was a tricky course of for my mom and the docs, for me contained in the womb, there was no ache nor problem. I solely felt that the passage out was a bit lengthy, however I wasn’t in any hurry, simply taking it straightforward. The bump on my head additionally precipitated no ache—I had little to no sensation in my physique on the time.

There are a lot of different particulars, however I’m too lazy to jot down them, so I'll skip 10,000 phrases right here.

Later, I realized that almost all people don’t keep in mind their pre-birth historical past, embodiment (incarnation) course of, or body-birth course of, which known as "amnesia".

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